It’s been nearly ten months since I’ve had a place where I can relax, get sleep, do my thing, and be productive. And it’s been so long since the process of moving began. More people have asked me if I’m excited to move. The answer has always been “no.” Having a quiet space to relax and sleep was the motivation. As to whether or not it was the right decision, well… it was for the short term since I’m getting sleep. I have to care for myself.
There is still life here. There always is. Things are moving and catching up. There have been nice days days and unexpected conversations. A random person on the sidewalk I coincidentally passed by twice struck up a conversation about living in the town. The positives and activity as of late, though, have been fewer. I manage to take walks but can’t help various troubles. So much still remains on hold due to disorganization, toxic stuff and noise. The new place doesn’t quite help the circumstances.
I’m not officially moved, but the owner allowed me to sleep at the new place as a guest. The noise at the old place is that much of an issue that I’ve been sleeping elsewhere for a couple months.
Life is messy, whilst modern man likes to think he’s basically clean … while not washing his hands, disturbing nature and polluting.
The upper guest room was temporary and perhaps a spot to learn and document things before moving on, such as the March ice storm. Lines audibly arced in the streets, and at least one collapsed branch or tree that required a chainsaw, at night, with emergency vehicles at side. The storm knocked out power in some areas for over 10 hours, and forced the local Hannaford to dump all of its refrigerated and frozen food. Insurance and refrigerated trucks can only go so far. Some places had no power for 37 hours.
On another day, I thought there was thunder during a snowstorm (aka, “thunder snow”), but it may have just been power line arcs.
Life, of course, is more than a photo op. It is meant to be lived.
Life in nature will try to grow wherever it can. Spring came late in Maine, but flies were active already. Cold-blooded animals must wait out winter. There may be a balance in gauging when it’s good to hatch, but many houses are warm, and so often insect eggs are laid in said houses.
Trees have budded, and flowers have bloomed.
A passerby suggested sniffing these flowers.